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Thursday, April 28, 2005

hey. notice how i start? bored. because it's not 7.50pm and i have to go off at 8 to study my beloved chinese when na-tan-ia called me to write a blog entry. it's not that i dont want to write it's just that YOU ARE PULLING ME AWAY FROM TAKUYA KIMURA. i really want to watch 'engine' although his handsome face is slightly covered by a piece of ugly looking plaster. i mean why cover his face? it's his best feature? instead of talking and going on about Kimura san, maybe i can talk about my name.

for various nicknames, ask meiting or natania. they will gladly say it. but this will be an extremely short entry as i want to direct it to index 5,6 and 8

today's weather was VERY NICE. definitely NOT TOO HOT, in fact it was quite cooling. and if u ever continue, see pic below.

so, u see the arm is UNABLE TO MOVE. okay. i think i got my point well across. anyway, for those who can figure it out.

i give this word to u:
NW

menacing smiling,
grumpy_

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

something interesting that someone told me...

xxx is not a good name. just telling xiuz. it is not a good name. why, you ask.

go google.com and google xxx. tell me what u find.

love ya,
grumpy_

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

well, i always seem to go 'well', 'okay' and anything that i cant think of right now. at first, i wanted to write about heat waves in MY BLOG. okay. maybe i should highlight it again. MY BLOG. then i saw see wah's entry in MY BLOG. then i thought. is this MY BLOG? well, i didnt wanted to write this entry in case you couldnt see hers. so i am advertising now. please scroll down for subsequent entry below.

so i lost my muse for the heat waves after looking at MY BLOG. okay. think think think. this is going to be another inane entry. yep, inane. the new vocabulary word. it means extremely stupid.

okay, i think i kind of remembered. heat turns the brain into mush. pity that humans cannot be cooked. however, i believe that 4F classroom is an oven, therefore the temperature is high enough to cook people. if you find the word cooked weird, let's use melted. I AM MELTING IN THE CLASSROOM. MY BRAIN IS MELTING ALONG WITH ME.

evidence? look at the UTTER CRAP i wrote for my compo today. PLAIN CRAP. the time now is 6.45pm on my com and i have not touched any maths homework because i didnt feel like it. i am just going to die right now, aint i?

making absolutely no sense. since this is an entry about heat. a little reminder for fellow classmates, dwarfs, snow white and people of singapore or maybe the world.

in physics:
heat = thermal energy
good conductor of heat = good thermal conductor.

going to die soon due to lack of completed maths homework,
grumpy_

obviously, this is doc speaking. you wouldn't expect anyone else to use this colour font. ok, grumpy gave me the username and pw to be passed on to sleepy. so i supose maybe i can post here? i meant to post this entry in my blog. but i guess chances of it being read if quite slim. so i'll post it here. to sleepy, please spare these few minutes to read through this entry, no matter how reluctant you are. thanks.

ok, it may seem quite dumb. i have been avoiding the issue for the whole of fri, sat, sun and mon. and then only just 5 mins ago mustered enough courage to read the corresponding blog entries after my out of control blog entry.

first and foremost, i shall formally apologise for using the f word. it is a fatal word to me. and i duno why i included it into that blog entry. i know the lousy feeling one gets when being scolded the f word, so i shall formally apologise for that. sorry!

second, i shall apologise for any accusations wrongly made in that blog entry. i admit i didn't try to understand things from you guys' POV before posting that entry and pointing fingers at everyone.

third, i guess i agree with sleepy's suggestion. so we shall all cool down before doing anything. ermx to sleepy, you didn't lose your friend. i mean your friend has just lost her way, she will try and promise to find her way back to you, if you give her a chance soon. i didn't expect the soon to be ermx literally soon.

fourth, to happy. if someone will be kind enough, can print this out for her? no more printer ink for me. 1. apologises for being insensitive. i didn't think about you before i spoke, that was my bad. 2. ermx. i didn't really agree with you about hidden meanings in my letter. i have no reasons to lie huhx? everyone gets defensive of themselves i guess at some certain point of time. i am not pushing the blame to you guys honest and if there are really at any point of the letter me pushing blame to you, that was not intentional.

fifth, this incident has caused me to grow mature alot bahx. just doing some serious thinking cux i am alone at home. learnt to handle things from different POVs *i mean that was after last thurs*. sat chem remedial that day, i was lying in bed thinking through things and putting all the flurry of things into place abit. oh well, i guess i am learning to grow up, which i learnt it the hard way.

sixth, *loses my train of thoughts* sorry, font was lavender when i tried typing it with white bg and i am getting a bad headache from squinting. ok, let's say this is a blessing in disguise for me. i got some serious time sitting down to study bahx. my greatest gain was that i learnt some valuable lessons of life.

seventh, if i have brought up unhappy memories with this blog entry, i apologise again. but i feel that i have to say something. it is no use to zi bi and then nothing gets done.

eighth, to the others. please don't feel uncomfortable. please i am begging. i don't want u guys to feel awkward. if really you guys do feel uncomforatable, plz tell me. i think i can continue zi bi-ing for the time being and then talk when i am needed.

ok, having said so much, i think i shall stop le. i am going back to nerd le. ohya, to grumpy, everybody can be serious at some point. just depends on how often that point is.

*doc`_____

**updated= please bear all typo errors cux this is one ultra long entry and i am too lazy to proof-read it. i tried, but gave up. thanks. =)

Sunday, April 24, 2005

hihi. in risk of sounding like a crazed, over excited, hyper and whatever you may think i am, cldds member, We got into the chinese short play finals and yeah, despite of the mistake i made during one of the plays. luckily. but the finals in in mid yr and most likely i will have to go cca despite of mid years. but i am glad that both got into the finals so i wont have to feel bad about dropping one of the cards.

and people, since our plays can even get into the finals, must buy tickets to watch our performance. only ten bucks!!!! but if you willing to watch kingdom of heaven with me, i solemnly promise that i will not bug you. *crosses fingers*

in case all of you are wondering, i have not lost my mind.

love ya,
grumpy_

Friday, April 22, 2005

this font color is strictly sleepy. hahas. must state first.

actually, this is a sort of end or summary to the whole thing. basically is that this whole matter is closed. yeah. don't be troubled over it again, don't even mention this incident again, k?

things have just come to a point where i just don't want to be near her presence again, not until i have at least cooled down and gotten over my anger. i don't know when i will get over it though, but believe me when i say that i don't wish to drag any of you into this whole mess. it's really nothing to do with you all, unless you all have something to wanna say to either of us. in that case... oh well. welcome to the fight, no matter whose side you are on.

what i want to do is just to go and sleep. i might be happy, but seriously, some part of me is sad that i have lost a friend. as in, while i don't really feel sad(i know this seems contradictory) i do feel regret that again, i have lost a friend. ahs! i don't know how to put it. i guess i have mixed emotions. who won't be sad at losing a friend? but yet, i am not really that sad. in fact, this is the first time i have argued with a friend, and yet feel so... relaxed. maybe not relaxed, but at ease. like i finally have gotten something off my chest. in a way, i guess i did so too.

so, while we close this particular topic, or at least until she writes another blog entry(if, only) and pisses me off again, i promise that i won't continue this blog war. but i find it very ironic. for once, i didn't start the blog entries war. for once. for once i am the one feeling so... unconcerned.

i am seriously tired of all this le. it's to the point where i don't give a damn about things already. it takes too much out of me. i just want to cuddle up in my bed, warm and snug beneath my blanket and sleep. because, sometimes, i have good dreams. and in those dreams, all my friends were laughing and happy, the strained look in our eyes are all gone, and we were having fun. compared to the real world, who won't want that?

i know blog entries are the worst ways. hell. i tried writing a letter first. but. it's just that, when i saw what she posted online, i got pissed off. and i have to admit, when i m angry, it's just like when i m drunk.(though i never get drunk.) i lose all sense of consciousness. i just let my heart rule. so now, this is the brains side.

it's not like i don't know that this fight is pointless. but i am seriously tired of feeling like this already. what would you do if you were in my shoes, that whenever your ex-best friend did something, you would feel seriously aggravated. and all i wanted was some time to cool down and think. but she denied me that and accused me.

obviously, i am not through my anger yet. but i am working on that. er. what else do i have to say? sorry to everyone for my use of the f word. i do need to work on my impulse control. sigh. i will stop using. and yes, carmen, when u think about the true context of that word, it does seem... gross. haha.

basically, this is my piece. i know it seems weird. god, it seems disjointed even to me. er. wait. i agree that nobody knows her side of the story. so, yah, your views are probably biased. i know mine are too. it's just that, please, please don't pressurize me to have a truce with her. i can't. i really can't. sorry. if you all feel uncomfortable, then maybe.. i don't know. maybe... you all can pretend that nothing happened. wen en, xiuz and carmen can still go off to recess with her, they can still chat to me after school.

and xiuz, don't feel too sad le. i know there's nothing i can say that won't sound cliche, but sincerely, we all know that you all did your best le. and the props were very realistic, weren't they? i guess if you need someone to cheer you up, i will always be here to be spastic and at least make you leng xiao. lols. cheer up.

love,
sleepy_

well, at first i wanted to write all about what happen in cca today but then i got home, sat down and read blog entries. then it struck me, i had to write a serious entry. i am not writing for the sake of writing, i am just trying to mediate between the two extreme parties.

i like peace. i'm not going to deny that. even if someone curses me and gets angry, most likely i will be the one apologising because i dont want our relationship to end up this way. i am not complimenting myself here. okay, i cannot write a serious entry. something is really wrong with me. back to the topic.

okay, i admit. i cant have a unbiased view. mainly because i am quite close to nat. quoted from carmen and meiting, so i tend to lean towards the side of nat. but instead of talking out nicely, you two have fought out in blogs with the f word. i dont know what we can do. so i am just trying to suggest that everyone cool down a bit. i mean go different ways for a while and let one party calm down. so we should just compromise and then we will still be one big family.

i am not personally in the quarrel so this may seem so superficial and all but i just dont want any of u guys to be unhappy. i mean...the best way that i have always supported. cry if u r unhappy. and i just observed something in nat's blog, my name popping up in several sentence. you made me seem like a cold bloody freak. maybe i am but blog writing will not be going anywhere if you guys are not going to do anything about it. just ignoring each other will not help much.

okay. this is getting weird because i am feeling that i am typing nonsense. xiuz, dont feel unhappy le. cheer up afterall el tried their best.

i wanted to spam about the stage so i will. it looks horribly small and there's this weird noise something like an alarm ringing in the theatre. very scary. and there's this guy called junqin who looks more like a girl and is ultra gay. but jiemin insists that it is the result of acting too much gay characters. liyan insists that it is the result of rejection by a particular girl. and jinghao kept scaring me in the theatre. since it is pretty dark and all, it's frightening to suddenly to hear sounds...

the dao ju crew is meeting at school compound, you know the flag raising place where the cl store is locateD? we are meeting there at 11.30 so the dao ju crew going to eat lunch together. just added this for jiemin's sake. and i will be ultra bored tmr so will be bringing physics, mp3, poker cards. whatever you want name it. omg. sometimes i feel like shooting myself. how can a seriosu entry turn out like that. guess i can only type out sarcasm.

not a serious writing bone in my body,
grumpy_

p.s oh yeah. quite short here. 3 cm from my ideal height.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

i know i know. everyone is saying "hail grumpy". but you chose to come this website so you must listen to my musings. or rather read my musings. you do not have a choice since you have chanced upon this site. YOU HAVE NO CHOICE. I repeat, no choice at all. perhaps you can press the back button but you cant be so cruel, can you?

well, I am self centered. i am like the most self centered person in the world. THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME. that's the whole and entire truth. smile kids, you have just learn a great theory. well, since i am self centered i must yak about my life. this is all what self centered people do, dont they?

so i woke up this morning, brush my teeth...getting a bit boring, cant stand myself. okay so we will fast forward to school.

during maths, weihuang kept scolding, "Faggot. Faggot. Faggot." okay, should not torture my poor blog with the spamming of faggot. oops. so let's fast forward again.

"xiu hui's head is so BIG, cannot take neoprint. nat cannot be seen in the neoprint. meiting's head is covered by 'from'. i look so pretty. i look so cute! i act so cute! i think i am cute! i think i am the cutest girl in the whole wide world!

am i making you guys puke? BUT like i said, you chose to come here so you must immerse yourself in the culture of thinking that YOU are cute. yes, I am talking about you. chant the mantra.

"i am cute. i am cute."

like the great ones always say, one must love and cherish ourselves first before we can love other people. so my dear followers, "YOU ARE CUTE."

of course, being the KIND soul i am, i will not pollute your eyes with another drawing of mine. so ta da.

the cutest prettiest and insert random GOOD vocabulary words inside,
grumpy_

and p.s. i think i am a big meanie for letting you think that you are cuter than me. :'D

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Yue Yong Yaw. nickname : YY

for strips of him doing silly things, ask me.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

lol. about scribbling. what about scribbling, you ask? well, it all starts on a fine day, where the sun was high up, the winds were blowing, you get the idea. natania, jiemin and i were stuck at the extremely hot and suffocating backstage of rvhs hall. and there were plenty of cldds props. this props had cardboard supporting them and the audience will never get to see the back. then i had an idea and the three of us put it into place.

behind these pitiful cardboards, we SCRIBBLED. all sorts of crap, to comfirm that, ask meiting. i of course will not divulge the details of this juicy scribble. to see them, you must be privileged. well, and yeah nat, meiting got the privilege. well, the main thing that will interest the rest of the dwarfs is that...

"Wei Huang shuai dai le."

this has been comfirmed by yours truly, NATANIA and jiemin. all three of us agreed although he looks like this. a stick insect. wait. i draw it in paint.

it's evident that i dont draw well. i almost fail art. weihuang, if you happen to see this which is unlikely, we are complimenting you not insulting you. it's just that my drawing skills are way too lousy. any dwarfs can draw a nicer pic of weihuang. *hints hints*

so cca was quite okay. and meiting and mingjun were in the canteen with mingjun doing physics. i wanted to talk but the smaller jiemin kept giving me false alarms on when to go up and i was like a bai chi, going up and down the stairs leading to the hall. i can just imagine you all going, ben lai jiu shi ge bai chi.

and nat, i think i left my black pen that i lend you in the hall. aww....i cant get it back now. haiz. i want back my black pen. nat, go retrieve it back for me.

mining harder,

grumpy_

i was happily mining away at my keyboard, but apparently blogger don't like me, and decided to screw up when i wanted to post my previous entry. so i lost that entry. aww. how sad.

anyway. this is sleepy here! *waves and say hi* just for your information, my writing style is quite different from grumpy's and snow white, since obviously, grumpy is grumpy and snow white is snow white! this is sleepy here, i repeat. so this shall be sleepy's style of mining away at the kyboard!

what's the big deal with invisible friends, by the way? i have emily ye liqi already. why are estellas and junes popping up everywhere? and i didn't give em her chinese name. it's carmen's doing. oh well. emily technically belongs to carmen anyway... but i don't care! i still want a part of lovable em.

again, my style is different from the musings of grumpy and snow white. so yeah. i don't think i will sound so.. as quoted from grumpy, "clownish" as them. hahas. anyway.. i was thinking that em's chinese name sounds a teeny weeny lil bit like the name i was going to give my daughter. (my daughter when i marry jay chou.) elle chou li ting. yeah. the part where it's similar? Li. hahas. elle is a very special name to me, and it holds a lot of meaning. then.. the rest. chou is obvious. a girl has to have her pa's name! surname, i mean. liting.. is coz i like the name liting! lols.

well. i am biased. i haven't got a guy's name yet. wait. why am i talking about children? i m still young! jay has to earn more money first. ers. oops. u see, that's the diff between me and grumpy. sleepy likes her children to be gals, while grumpy likes cute lil boys. note how sleepy made grumpy sound like a paedophile. hahas.

ALL HAIL CHEMISTRY!

i was planning to do my chem tys..(yeah, miracle, i know) but i looked at the first question. scribbled down 2 words. looked at the next question. left it blank. oh man. i left the whole tys blank other than the mcq, which everyone knows i copied from the answer, and the pathetic 2 words! i love chemistry. again, ALL HAIL CHEMISTRY!

wait. i am the so called english expert. note the italics. because i am not an expert. my english is horrifying! seriously! i can't be compared to true experts! sigh. now i sound like i am boasting. never mind. my point is, since i am supposed to be good in english, then i should go...

ALL HAIL ENGLISH!

isn't that what's expected of me? oh well. i have nothing left to write. wait. try saying this out. snow white insists she is not snow white but she is actually snow white because she possesses the most qualities of snow white among us, so therefore she has to be snow white because no one else is suitable to be snow white. therefore, no matter what snow white insists, she is snow white even though she would like to believe that she isn't snow white. there are nine snow whites all together. fun!

right. i am off to sleep le. nono, sleepy, you can't sleep. you have physics, english, maths and chemistry. sleepy, don't sleep. sleepy! no, sleepy, no! right. i am off to pia homework le. buaix!

love,
`sleepy_

Sunday, April 17, 2005

*edited entry due to see snow white's entry*

sobx. sobx. sobx. she is so insulting me right now. what telepathy? i only know what i am thinking! i dont even know who a certain dwarf like....ermx...getting out of topic here. as you can see, snow white adds a certain flavour to the blog. i dont. i add crap. why am i digging my grave? i ramble too much. that's it. is it good to ramble? i dont know. and also about the snow white not looking like snow white. hello? dwarfs are hairy and short. well, i may be short but i am so not hairy. i am balding remember? so if i am not a dwarf, then you can not be snow white. BUT. i am a very special dwarf that balds. thay's why i am THE BEST DWARF. i could add your name into the signing off part if you want. please reply to this. like always, we must chant about our love for grumpy.

"HAIL GRUMPY. HAIL GRUMPY."

i almost type gurmit. i like elmo better. ermx..no i dont...in case someone hits me on the head. i really like the red monster. note: it's the RED MONSTER. and sleepy, if you didnt come to take your physics textbook. i would like to dip it into sauce and deep fry. then we can give you a new brand of fries on mon. i better get to doing physics. chant again.

"HAIL PHYSICS HAIL PHYSICS."

what am i doing herE? i love chemistry. sorry for the mistake. EVERYONE SHOUT!!

"CHEMISTRY!"

thank you for all the support. i am so grateful. *wipes eyes when they are still so dry.* now let's talk about library cip.

I DIDNT EAT A BLOODY THING WHEN I CAME TO THE LIBRARY. I COULD HAVE JUST DROP DEAD. I WOULD EVEN EAT A POISON APPLE.

but i was in a good mood today. so i will not scream, shout or curse. but just for entertainment,
($*&@(*&$@%(!%!($!$(&%^!$&%!&%!&$@(@#&)%@#&@()&@$)&$@*$@^$@(*^$@(^

oops. did i curse too much? please cleanse your eyes and do not return back to this blog until a new entry has been posted.

i thought i would just ramble on and on but turns out i cant. so instead i will repyu to sleepy's entry. i am treated like a clown. okay, maybe it was meant to be a compliment but cheering people up= clown. woah, grumpy is now a clown. the best, most hardworking DWARF is now a clown. everyone cheer now. to look for the compliment, go to 'sleepy's' blog at westjess.blogspot.com.

i mean i am bored. once again. i know, i have not done any single bloody homework. i mean dwarfs just needs to mine and i am mining at the keyboard. not funny. this entire entry is full of crap. i dont know what to crap about. not in my crappy cca mood. so i guess ermx...i will talk about this blog layout then.

i know what your first reaction is. what the hell? well, i am a html bai chi so i go search for blog skins which makes my life way easier. and this layout was the only one that satisfy the word, ' dwarf'. now the question bugs me is that, why arent dwarfs adorable? they are practically the cutest in the world. sleepy aka nat wanted to help me change my blog layout. then i wondered, will it make my blog look like some kind of wonderland? where all the tattered bears look tattered and all the bears look cute. i mean i am GRUMPY for god's sake. with a cute little me to you bear on my blog, i can just die of embarrassment. am i insulting her?

it's not that i have a HUGE DISLIKE for tattered bears unlike the dislike i have for wang xin ling, she, i could go on forever. but i do like people and things and...of course, i do like things. what the hell were you thinking. which brings me to the topic i want to put over today.

ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH KINGDOM OF HEAVEN? *HUGE PLEA*

looks eagerly at the people who have too much time on their hands to visit this particularly nonsensical blog,
grumpy_

Saturday, April 16, 2005

hmm..
so grumpy has been on my case of not writing here.
but i would like to emphasize that this is not snow white blogging here.
thank you very much.
it was a wonderful performance put on by grumpy yesterday on idle typing.
oh yeah.
musings.
of course this blog wont be sensible, add that on to grumpy's character, you get ta-ta---this blog.

grumpy is weird.
this blog was supposed to be grumpy-cum-snowwhite's blog!
now its grumpy's alone.
am i complaining?
NO!
cos i am so not snow white.
snow white is eh..supposedly pretty, tall, very fair, has bloodred lips, long eyelashes etc etc.
you get the idea.
snow white is perfect!!
how could all of you regard this so-called snow white as snow white?!!
its a disgrace to her name!
may she visit you at midnight to haunt you.
not that she'll scare you.
just make you jealous enough to cry.

and this grumpy is too much.
she made poor jiemins carry the physics book!!
lazy grumpy.
why is grumpy lazy?
hmmfph.
cos grumpy is jealous of snow white.
and who the hell is snow white?
snow white?
where the hell are you?
still living in your beautiful ending?
Oops.
i guess she's still lying in that glass chamber because her dumb Prince Charming is missing!!
i think he's still lost in Sleeping Beauty's eyes.
hmfph.
how could he betray her?
Snow White needs a Prince Charming now!
i also need mine.
guess we are all in need of ours.
how come Prince Charming is able to recognise his soulmate at once?
how come Snow White is able to do so too?
why?
how?!
Why isnt that true in our lives?
Why are some people just unable to recognise that his/her soulmate is standing right in front of him/her?
Stupid Prince Charming.
you better get out of Sleeping Beauty's sight and return to Snow White.
or else Snow White will suffer from the stupid piece of apple lodged in her throat, just like Eve in the Garden of Eden.
dont be so darn selfish.

just realised that i am so not able to ramble on and on like grumpy.
maybe i should have written this when i'm bored.
grumpy is in love.
note that she was trying to catch someone's eye in the 1st entry*
telepathy is enough.
i'm jealous!
even someone as grumpy as grumpy has found her Mr Right.

grumpy was so grumpy today during the library cip.
cos she was hungry and the kids just kept messing up the books again and again and she had to rearrange them again!
*evil grins*
of course i suffered the same fate.
But i got to listen to a mother reading to her daughter!!
my mother never did read anything to me.
for as long as i can remember.
thats sad.
but even someone as perfect Snow white didnt get to listen to her mother read stories to her.

grumpy!
i give up!
i have nothing to write.
get that dumbo snow white's ass here right now to write another one.
i'm too daft.
yay!
or you can get your fellows dwarves to write in here..
hehe..

`so-not-snow-white

Friday, April 15, 2005

this is just so dumb. i was typing happily just now and had already posted my second entry and it was not published. is something wrong with this com?

as i was saying, i hate typing the other's names. so long. but you will never know my name...haha. cos i'm grumpy and i feel grumpy. okay back to the story. jiemin and jiemin has went to the canteen leaving me in the com lab. this sounds so much like the former entry which i have no idea whether it will appear or not. god help.

so here i am typing my third entry with the second entry non existent. i am so bored. i guess you can see that now. a span of a few mins, and here i am writing a second entry.

JIEMINS are back. YAY. anyway, she just commented why i wrote her name. you know why? cos she doesnt want to TYPE AN ENTRY. LAZY SNOW WHITE. oopz. you just know that jiemin is called snow white. i am not making this better am i? no i am not.

"er xin." she just commented.

i am like typing the times/notes of a particular meeting. haiz. just letting my fingers do the talking. bored. bored.

someone save me from this boredom.

EMILY, where are you?

EMILY? EMILY?

never mind. i will create my own 'emily'. no way. emily cant be replaced. she belongs to sneezy, sleepy and bashful. haiz. haiz. omg. i just rememberthe physics textbook. who is going to bring it home? who? who? who?

SNOW WHITE. someone is calling you. ermx...

we are flipping a coin right now. omg. omg. omg. heads. heads. heads. heads. heads. heads. heads. heads. none of us knows how to flip a coin. help. sos.

i want my heads. i want my heads. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. i cant be spamming my entire entry with heads. HEADS. HEADS. HEADs. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. HEADS. HEAds. HEADS.

lol. ermx. i guess we cant flip a coin because we are too dense to flip a coin. we are useless. we are useless. we cant flip a coin. god help. god bless. HEADs. HEADS. HEADs. HEADs. again, here i am spamming my entry with heads. HEADS. HEADs. HEADs. HEADS. HEADs. heads. heads.

bloody heads. why have you not appeared. i think i have spam enough. i will force jiemin to write. rejoice. SNOW WHITE is finally writing.

mining hard at the keyboard,
_grumpy

i cant seem to get rid of my ' one dwarf and a girl signature'. it's grumpy's blog. it is my blog. how can anyone share it? emily, was it you? haiz. i heck about the other people's name le. very tiring but i am still grumpy. haha. no one will know my name unless they know me personally.

*laughs evily*

well ,jiemin and jiemin went down to the canteen leaving poor me alone in the cold com lab to type this blog entry. i just completed one earlier. ermx...i guess you can see by the date.

note: i am just so bored. bored out of my mind. someone rescue me from this boredom.

hihi! okay. this is grumpy speaking. technically, not grumpy but another name. but only those who know me will know my name and those who dont know me wont know my name. as simple as that. i am in cca now. and we are SLACKING. read my lips. SLACKING. why? because the tecaher in charge wants to speak to other people about our performance. and he just left us dangling there. what a bloody teacher. maybe not bloody on the outside but definitely on the inside.

well, it's a good thing that we are slacking. really. well, my friend who is a girl. for your info, i am a girl too. i just type sarcastic stuff. it's just me. okay. going way out of topic right now. snow white... is called snow white mainly because her skin is pale and she is way tall. too tall to be a dwarf are my exact words. i have fellow dwarfs.

-loveme-.blogspot.com or something to that effect is bashful. she blushes so easily. why am i talking about other people?

i am grumpy! this is supposed to be all about me. ME!

ALL HAIL GRUMPY. GRUMPY IS THE BEST DWARF ON THIS EARTH. get that straight, people, love GRUMPY. okay enough of my grumphiness. (is there such a word?) i dont know. I am bad at spelling. whose english is good? call upon sleepy. currently sleepy is sleeping in her house right now. fever of 39 point something degrees although i think her fever went down.

currently, snow white and i are having a competition. whoever we know says whose name first will have to carry sleepy's PHYSCIS textbook home. imagine it. A TEN TON PHYSICS textbook. sleepy, you owe us. no one said our names so your physics textbook is still floating in the air.

okay, i am so bored. and it's stupid typing about dwarfs but i cant be biased. can i? nah.

xiuz- sneezy. (not that she is really sneezy)

some hope just step into the com lab but please say out snow white's name first. PLEASE. mental plea: say snow white name's first. it's of no use. he is not making any eye contact!! cant signal!!! SNOW WHITE. I WANT TO HEAR SNOW WHITE's name. OMG. SAY SNOW WHITE's name.

blah. no reaction. then i guess i will get back to depicting the dwarfs.

meiting- dopey
shujuan - happy

not really sure about that pairing. cant remember which is which. anyway, both dopey and happy are inter changeable. i mean btoh are lovable in their own way.

note: not a lesbian here. i like guys. i like male beings. i like male homo sapiens. did i get that across? who else did i miss?

oh! doc. although doc doesnt know she is doc. lol.

we have another addition in the family. EMILY. dont ask me why. she is an imaginary friend of lilo and stitch. no, she is a friend of bashful, sneezy and sleepy. yes, all the pig heads have her as a friend.

enough about crapping. no this is straightly not crapping. maybe i will update sometime later. OMG. some one is shouting the hell out in the com lab. a supposely quiet and conducive environment. maybe he is just like sneezy. who dont know she speaks loud. oops. she knows.

well, guess that's a long long entry for me. i will force snow white to write one. all dwarfs are welcome to write if they are in an especially crappy mood. which of course will be me, because i am grumpy.

mining happily on the keyboard,
_grumpy