| Friday, April 22, 2005 |
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well, at first i wanted to write all about what happen in cca today but then i got home, sat down and read blog entries. then it struck me, i had to write a serious entry. i am not writing for the sake of writing, i am just trying to mediate between the two extreme parties. i like peace. i'm not going to deny that. even if someone curses me and gets angry, most likely i will be the one apologising because i dont want our relationship to end up this way. i am not complimenting myself here. okay, i cannot write a serious entry. something is really wrong with me. back to the topic. okay, i admit. i cant have a unbiased view. mainly because i am quite close to nat. quoted from carmen and meiting, so i tend to lean towards the side of nat. but instead of talking out nicely, you two have fought out in blogs with the f word. i dont know what we can do. so i am just trying to suggest that everyone cool down a bit. i mean go different ways for a while and let one party calm down. so we should just compromise and then we will still be one big family. i am not personally in the quarrel so this may seem so superficial and all but i just dont want any of u guys to be unhappy. i mean...the best way that i have always supported. cry if u r unhappy. and i just observed something in nat's blog, my name popping up in several sentence. you made me seem like a cold bloody freak. maybe i am but blog writing will not be going anywhere if you guys are not going to do anything about it. just ignoring each other will not help much. okay. this is getting weird because i am feeling that i am typing nonsense. xiuz, dont feel unhappy le. cheer up afterall el tried their best. i wanted to spam about the stage so i will. it looks horribly small and there's this weird noise something like an alarm ringing in the theatre. very scary. and there's this guy called junqin who looks more like a girl and is ultra gay. but jiemin insists that it is the result of acting too much gay characters. liyan insists that it is the result of rejection by a particular girl. and jinghao kept scaring me in the theatre. since it is pretty dark and all, it's frightening to suddenly to hear sounds... the dao ju crew is meeting at school compound, you know the flag raising place where the cl store is locateD? we are meeting there at 11.30 so the dao ju crew going to eat lunch together. just added this for jiemin's sake. and i will be ultra bored tmr so will be bringing physics, mp3, poker cards. whatever you want name it. omg. sometimes i feel like shooting myself. how can a seriosu entry turn out like that. guess i can only type out sarcasm. not a serious writing bone in my body, grumpy_ p.s oh yeah. quite short here. 3 cm from my ideal height. |