| Tuesday, April 26, 2005 |
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obviously, this is doc speaking. you wouldn't expect anyone else to use this colour font. ok, grumpy gave me the username and pw to be passed on to sleepy. so i supose maybe i can post here? i meant to post this entry in my blog. but i guess chances of it being read if quite slim. so i'll post it here. to sleepy, please spare these few minutes to read through this entry, no matter how reluctant you are. thanks. ok, it may seem quite dumb. i have been avoiding the issue for the whole of fri, sat, sun and mon. and then only just 5 mins ago mustered enough courage to read the corresponding blog entries after my out of control blog entry. first and foremost, i shall formally apologise for using the f word. it is a fatal word to me. and i duno why i included it into that blog entry. i know the lousy feeling one gets when being scolded the f word, so i shall formally apologise for that. sorry! second, i shall apologise for any accusations wrongly made in that blog entry. i admit i didn't try to understand things from you guys' POV before posting that entry and pointing fingers at everyone. third, i guess i agree with sleepy's suggestion. so we shall all cool down before doing anything. ermx to sleepy, you didn't lose your friend. i mean your friend has just lost her way, she will try and promise to find her way back to you, if you give her a chance soon. i didn't expect the soon to be ermx literally soon. fourth, to happy. if someone will be kind enough, can print this out for her? no more printer ink for me. 1. apologises for being insensitive. i didn't think about you before i spoke, that was my bad. 2. ermx. i didn't really agree with you about hidden meanings in my letter. i have no reasons to lie huhx? everyone gets defensive of themselves i guess at some certain point of time. i am not pushing the blame to you guys honest and if there are really at any point of the letter me pushing blame to you, that was not intentional. fifth, this incident has caused me to grow mature alot bahx. just doing some serious thinking cux i am alone at home. learnt to handle things from different POVs *i mean that was after last thurs*. sat chem remedial that day, i was lying in bed thinking through things and putting all the flurry of things into place abit. oh well, i guess i am learning to grow up, which i learnt it the hard way. sixth, *loses my train of thoughts* sorry, font was lavender when i tried typing it with white bg and i am getting a bad headache from squinting. ok, let's say this is a blessing in disguise for me. i got some serious time sitting down to study bahx. my greatest gain was that i learnt some valuable lessons of life. seventh, if i have brought up unhappy memories with this blog entry, i apologise again. but i feel that i have to say something. it is no use to zi bi and then nothing gets done. eighth, to the others. please don't feel uncomfortable. please i am begging. i don't want u guys to feel awkward. if really you guys do feel uncomforatable, plz tell me. i think i can continue zi bi-ing for the time being and then talk when i am needed. ok, having said so much, i think i shall stop le. i am going back to nerd le. ohya, to grumpy, everybody can be serious at some point. just depends on how often that point is. *doc`_____ **updated= please bear all typo errors cux this is one ultra long entry and i am too lazy to proof-read it. i tried, but gave up. thanks. =) |