| Wednesday, November 30, 2005 |
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people are writing loads and loads about grad nite. but actually i have only one thing to say... im tired. |
| Friday, November 18, 2005 |
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ever heard of sheer stupidity? the fool? baka? u r looking at one. me. damn myself. damn chemistry. |
| Thursday, November 10, 2005 |
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people...i feeling way better though my results are still... anyway just wanted to share this with u guys.. go the link and download. Coke with Lime http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2F3J4MZ8 http://s22.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=2RUU1UQFURPI013SS835W5SP2J two websites. choose one. |
| Wednesday, November 09, 2005 |
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this was my first time crying after an exam. really crying. tears just seemed to be never ending. i washed my face and start typing this entry. tears roll down again and again and again. i know what you people will say, if you fail, i will be like f9. i dont know why i am crying. there is like no reason to. english...i dont even study this subject yet im crying like this poor pitiful girl. i came home, told my bro that i did badly. his only words, "im so disappointed in u." told my dad. his reply:"why all your subjects like that one? told you not to play com so much le." they make it sound like i deliberately flunk all my subjects. yes, i want to fail all my subjects right? i shouldnt have did so well for prelims or else i wont have the pressure of performing up to my prelims. my prelims were a fluke. i couldnt have score so well. im so scared. i cant believe my eng. english...the language subject that i had the most faith in. now im afraid of everything. doubting my ability. am i even qualified to take all my other subjectS? im so flunking everything right now. why do tears even fall? they shouldnt. i shouldnt cry. i shouldnt. then why am i? my dad says he is going to cancel our broadband, cos we play too much com. then what do i even do at home? nothing. i cant study. i cant play. im dumb and stupid and fat and ugly. gawd...god help me. please guide me...i still need my strength for my other going to fail anyway subjects. guide me please. give me some strength and motivation. i hope i can get my nice l1r5..or else everyone is going to kill me....and the reason is...i play too much com. i didnt study. i admit that but please pardon me and help me... wenen_ |
| Monday, November 07, 2005 |
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after today's horrible terrible idiotic insane unbelievable ss exam today. i can only say something..whoever the setter is...u smell like an ape's poop. see attached pic:  |
| Thursday, November 03, 2005 |
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i am really weird recently. u know, with the upcoming o lvls or rather the already present o lvls, i still cant force myself to study. study study study, the mantra i keep chanting to myself doesnt seem to work. everytime i finally sit down, i have this overwhelming urge to stand up, walk to the com and start wasting my time. it's getting really bad. 24 hrs a day, cant even revise a topic of any bloody subject. what the hell is wrong with me? i am really so weak minded. im so afraid i cant live up to my glorified/beautified prelims results. i mean seriously, how could i score so well? then i feel so lost. i need to work hard but i cant. after the blow that hcl dealt me along with my chem pract, i still cant bloody find the motivation. my brain cant seem to absorb anything. my brain is like a block of wood, who cant react with anything. except maybe grow mould. gawd. my brain, work stop getting mouldy. kill all the bad substance, the bacteria. i guess typing doesnt help, does it? someone get a handsome jedi to convince my sleeping mind that it is time to get down to work! and with that, i'll leave you guys with something that i am crazy over: Hana Yori Dango.  and of course, that's not the pic that everyone will be looking forward. you guys love stupid inane pics which i happen to have one. that i am going to give it to u. then u will finally know how nonsensical, how plain and how dreadful i am living. BRAIN START WORKING NOW!  love, grumpy_ |