| Thursday, November 03, 2005 |
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i am really weird recently. u know, with the upcoming o lvls or rather the already present o lvls, i still cant force myself to study. study study study, the mantra i keep chanting to myself doesnt seem to work. everytime i finally sit down, i have this overwhelming urge to stand up, walk to the com and start wasting my time. it's getting really bad. 24 hrs a day, cant even revise a topic of any bloody subject. what the hell is wrong with me? i am really so weak minded. im so afraid i cant live up to my glorified/beautified prelims results. i mean seriously, how could i score so well? then i feel so lost. i need to work hard but i cant. after the blow that hcl dealt me along with my chem pract, i still cant bloody find the motivation. my brain cant seem to absorb anything. my brain is like a block of wood, who cant react with anything. except maybe grow mould. gawd. my brain, work stop getting mouldy. kill all the bad substance, the bacteria. i guess typing doesnt help, does it? someone get a handsome jedi to convince my sleeping mind that it is time to get down to work! and with that, i'll leave you guys with something that i am crazy over: Hana Yori Dango.  and of course, that's not the pic that everyone will be looking forward. you guys love stupid inane pics which i happen to have one. that i am going to give it to u. then u will finally know how nonsensical, how plain and how dreadful i am living. BRAIN START WORKING NOW!  love, grumpy_ |