| Friday, December 30, 2005 |
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this entry is about pretty boys and earrings. let's start with the earrings because the pretty boys entry needs pictures which i have not posted on the website. ok. earrings are wonderful creations by man. they beautify a person, uglify(not sure whether it is a word but i bet not) a person or even make a not so cute person who aspires to be cute a little cute. so let's start with my story. on the 26th dec, i bought two pairs of earrings. let's just labelled it as white and green. and oh yar, happy 23rd birthday to shun on 26th dec. so i wore the white pair of earrings. when i went off on the 27th dec, the white were still thankfully intact. after my shower on the 27th, one of the white dropped out. and i was left without a earring. luckily, i brought the green one along with the given metal stud. so i wore one green and one white. on the 28th, after showering, the green one dropped. and the white one was hurting my earlobes. so i changed back to my original metal ones. after this boring story, what can you learn? firstly, buy earrings that are kind to a fiddling finger. make sure it does not hurt ur ear when U touch it. secondly, buy sturdy earrings that do not drop out when u shower or when u fiddle with it. or else u will just be wasting ur money. and this little girl is asking those kind ladies and gentlemen out there for company in BUYING the new earrings. i hate earrings. i hate earrings. correction. i hate earrings that cant withstand fiddling. and to continue my ramblings. it is off to my pretty boys entry. lucky for all of u orlando haters out there, i will be only concentrating on japanese pretty boys. not like any of u will be interested. up to date, i know that nat- fans over mike he jun xiang seewah - joe zheng yuan chang jiemin- still the same old jerry yan xiuz- should be some korean guy or girl carmen- must be some western singer, most prob girls..i dont recall any guy singers..o.O meiting- MAYDAY shuj- well, we all know. jay or some guy that is reputably older than his age. and me.....i like jay. but recently after watching countless j dramas. maybe not countless, but i have fallen back into the craze of japanese guys. so i will intro u to some newer japanese idols. not that i dont fancy takuya kimura or takeshi sorimachi. the first one as all should know.  Oguri Shun  Yamapi  more Yamapi  Kame  akira+shuji  and of course, the ultra cool six division captain, byakuya  and this little weirdo who is definitely not japanese, but i kinda like him. he looks insane. that's all. wenen_ |
| Monday, December 26, 2005 |
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hey. long time since i ever wrote anything in my blog...i have been so caught up with things at home. sometimes, being at home with just objects for company is pretty sad. well, at least there's my brother. he, who somehow manage to know all my friends and even add them to his msn. but me, i only know ben and weixiang...and a few faces which i like to tease him about. namely lily. oh well. and my jdoramas which have accompanied me through this long meaningless holiday. i mean it's christmas...wait. it's boxing day. it's 1.30am on 26th dec.. nat's and guna's bday is coming as seen from nat's countdown. but im not there on that day. happy birthday to the late dec babies! back to my jdoramas which no one will have any interest in except for me. so u can just skip through this entire part and ignore me. the drama that really made me think this hol was NWP. it just really got me thinking about life and friends. they were such good friends, shuji akira and nobuta. and me? they were enjoying their youth, doing things that no one has done before. which brought me thinking. what have i actually achieved as a person? my results? my jc? but somehow i keep feeling that all this will come crashing down once my real results come back. then i wont know what to do. i dont want that to happen. i tried not thinking about it and somehow it's haunting me. then i took a step back to look at other ppl. they have even more troubles than me. u know who u r. and when i say troubles, boys r not included. i have this person i met on ms. we just did some casual talking. just now i saw that he had this msn space. and i read his various entry. he is in ite. he wants to retake this o lvls for some course in poly. he feels he is a failure and a faggot. then i wonder, am i really that lucky? should i just appreciate life? and the sunday lifestyle also had various stories about people battling cancer. how they r struggling to stay alive. then why dont i try to make something good out of life? somehow, in my sixteen years, i dont feel i have any bloody achievement at all. nothing. im scared of next year. im afraid of the results. im afraid that we may drift apart. im afraid that anyone i love may come to unexpected ends and i dont want that. so for my christmas wish, although it has already pass. may the lord bless everyone to live safe, healthy and happy. and to those who suffered terrible losses and trauma, i hope that you will stand up and live life to the fullest. gawd.....i feel i am talking ...... never mind. just a random entry. happy birthday to guna and nat! thanks for the cookies. may the lord god bless you. wenen |