| Monday, February 27, 2006 |
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i think therefore i am. i think im turning dumb. i think i cant mix well with people anymore. (e.g. just now in nj). i realise i cant talk to ppl anymore. (seewah) i guess i am blushing whenever someone mentions i like someone. which i do but i dont want to. cos it's stupid. cos i know it's fruitless. cos i know i shouldnt like but im still liking anyway. i think im turning tired right now. cos my eyelids are drooping. my bed is beckoning to me. i am not heeding its call. i think i should sleep now. but i dont feel like cos i havent touch my chem and bio tutorial. i think i should heck care those tutorials cos they r unimpt and sleep is the more impt thing right now. i think i should erase whatever thoughts i have in my mind right now, treat myself as a happy little dwarf and just lull myself to sleep. but i cant. cos i know. cos i still think negative thoughts. i still think how stupid i am. and i know. i know im dumb. just dont mention that. i do have self realisation. wen en_ |