| Thursday, May 18, 2006 |
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i havent been doing well for my results slate lately. after dear seewah who got an unpleasant grade for her chem test told me that she couldn't believe she did so badly, it got me wondering. have i been going way too easy on myself lately? bio. i have failed and failed. u grade after u grade. maybe it's because it didnt study hard. scrape the maybe i didnt. period. ditto with this chem test. i didnt either. i studied like max 2 hrs the night before. maybe i shouldnt have high expectations of myself if i didnt try hard. wait. i should try hard or work hard to win everyone and rule the world! haha. i dont know. i should have work hard. somehow, i am not. and im flunking everything. perhaps it is due to my class. they dont work hard either. suqping, the mugger. maybe i should be like her then i will do well for all my bloody tests and exams. end of year. nice results slip, pulled up by my second half of the year. yep. that's the goal im working towards. but something stops me. "GOAL!" "ENGLAND!" "PORTUGAL!" the bloody world cup. i sense it coming. the force flows through me. i want to resist the urge. but i can't. save me. the force cannot be with me........ |
| Tuesday, May 16, 2006 |
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i want this to be a happy entry. as long as u want something badly, you should get it right? so i want this entry to be happy. how to make one happy, u ask? for me. CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM rather rum and raisin ice cream is so heavenly. dont know why but suddenly ice cream has become my weak spot. i would kill for ice cream. seriously. next time when im desperate, flaunt an ice cream cone in front of me. then before u know it, a startling pain would have been over ur wrist. pop. blood pours out before long, u will be dead and i will walk off with my ice cream. lala~ isnt it such a delightful sight? haha. is this still a happy entry? yes it is! i failed my bio test once again. nv seem to be able to pass it. but im sure when the time comes for the very first time, i pass my bio.i think i will be esatic...im horrid at spelling. but u get the idea, i will jump for joy. isnt that so looking forward to? what else..what else...hmmm how about the recent slate of movies. da vinci code. i know how controverial the movie is and the rating and all that...im looking forward to it. it will be thrilling i hope. i seriously hope it doesnt disappoint me. ditto for xmen. but there's one movie..that is always at the back of my mind.... tada~ POC: Dead man's chest. it is so gonna be cool with johnny depp and orlando bloom.. i almost forgot...WORLD CUP 2006! sad thing is it clashes with blocks. but im not scaring i will try to wake up nevertheless.. CHeer for ENGLAND and PORTUGAL, will ya? and my aunt gave me this shirt bought back from germany. i have an official world cup apparel, how cool is that? *grins..bad thing though, it's for germany. oh well. germany rules. afterall it did have a leader with a cute moustache... lol. lalala~~ |
| Sunday, May 14, 2006 |
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it's one of those times again. when u feel that u r very useless. every single freaking thing seems to be going wrong for u. u dont feel like changing anything. cos u tried hard once, and it didnt succeed. life is so damn unfair. why am i like so useless? gawd...at this rate, whatever i wanted to set out to achieve at the end of the year. i wont get do it. i wont if i dont work hard now. but seriously, how can one ever work hard? argh. i hate myself. i hate myself. this reminds me of elmo. just do it. nike. maybe i will. but just now in the same way elmo does his.  |
| Saturday, May 13, 2006 |
| we lost. simple as that. and i hate it. and i detest it. and i hate it when i lose to those unworthy people. those sore losers. lousy judges. we did well enough to get into the top three...just because of pure linguistic stuff, u fault us and let us...argh. i hate it. i hate life. i hate competition. i hate the judges. i hate those selfish idiotic stealing acjc students. |