| Thursday, May 18, 2006 |
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i havent been doing well for my results slate lately. after dear seewah who got an unpleasant grade for her chem test told me that she couldn't believe she did so badly, it got me wondering. have i been going way too easy on myself lately? bio. i have failed and failed. u grade after u grade. maybe it's because it didnt study hard. scrape the maybe i didnt. period. ditto with this chem test. i didnt either. i studied like max 2 hrs the night before. maybe i shouldnt have high expectations of myself if i didnt try hard. wait. i should try hard or work hard to win everyone and rule the world! haha. i dont know. i should have work hard. somehow, i am not. and im flunking everything. perhaps it is due to my class. they dont work hard either. suqping, the mugger. maybe i should be like her then i will do well for all my bloody tests and exams. end of year. nice results slip, pulled up by my second half of the year. yep. that's the goal im working towards. but something stops me. "GOAL!" "ENGLAND!" "PORTUGAL!" the bloody world cup. i sense it coming. the force flows through me. i want to resist the urge. but i can't. save me. the force cannot be with me........ |