| Saturday, December 30, 2006 |
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sigh. i so love sighing although someone keeps asking me why i sigh. well, sighing can be a sign of contentment...laziness...hopelessness...why do i keep rattling off to the bad side? it's going to be the new year...on to positive side. optimistic but with my insane schedule for next year...how exactly to have a tech run so early????? what can the actors act? i think most people would stunned at there. after all, there are very little people dabbling in theatre nowadays. i doubt i would even go to theatre full time although i love to do it and i adore complaining about it. but jubilee hall was a period full of bitchiness crapiness singing laughter....snickering. yeah. and i had my eyecandy, deming to look at...i dont think people would think he's cute since only like two people- me and peishan thinks he's cute. deming and me  his brother, dicong.  jeff. i know no one really cares about him. oops.  my hair looks horrible. gah. i hate my hair i wonder why on earth people like it but i shouldnt complain too much...it gets frightening alarming on people's nerves. well, ytd was 4f bbq. it got kind of nostagic for me...i dont know. it just feels there is this sense of maturity i guess. one year has passed i cant expect people to remain childish although i would like it too. at least certain people still retain that sense of stupidity they always had in them. some change to become too thin, too mature...i think everyone lost a bit of their sec4 life when we went to jc/poly. i miss those times. when we were in rv. when we were untainted by the "niceness" of chinese high boys. i do not certainly mean that they are bad but somehow, rv boys are still nicest. i may be biased. so what? even the teachers are nicer. i swear. although i still think mr teo will win mr chow anyday. mr teo is nicer. i didnt even take a pic with him. gah. unbelievable. i know it's not like we wont see him but still...hmmmm sigh. i sort of digress again didnt i? i think i grew up a little too. note the a little. i dont type as much crap as i normally do into this blog. i type what i think. ok. that's new. that was dumb. i know people like to grow older like everyone wants to be 18 just to buy alcohol. but for me. somehow. i want this jc times to last longer. i still want theatre. i still want the feeling of a class. i still want the feeling of being a student. being young. i know there's stuff called young at heart. but. |
| Friday, December 01, 2006 |
oh my god...i think i finally want pets...i get the dibs on the first baby from the right. =) |