| Monday, January 29, 2007 |
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hmmm.....someone told me that my blog has nothing to read and i felt sad. but then again...who will want to read a blog? a blog is mainly about understanding what the writer thinks or decides. how the writer comprehend some stuff etc. looking at the language i am writing right now, i think mr wong (gp tutor) would like go like "breakdown of the english language". gah.. first time getting 18/50 for compre. that's not the point is it? i read this article yesterday in the new paper. yes, i only read entertainment stuff. i only remembered sumiko tan's article about finally joining into the technology era but some female's column in the new paper set me thinking. she was wondering how come she doesnt go like "omg. im like 35 with kids. it was like just yesterday that i was still in college etc." why didnt she feel that way, she pondered. then she said it was because there are still stuff that currently still makes her feel...alive. her kids, her friends, her family and her job? what makes me tick now? listing out a couple of reasons, maybe it will inspire me to do something...fruitful? let's start with bimbotic reasons for the fun of it: 1) ....any bimbo stuff?? ermx....for the cute guys that still remain on the face of earth? okay. proper reasons...think wen en, think! 1) my interest, doing drama work (despite me complaining, i actually like it a lot) 2) the bunch of guys in 06s77 that never fail to crack me up with jokes although i cant stand them sometimes 3) smses that keep me entertained through my ultimate stoning periods 4) knowing that my darling group of rv friends will be there for me if i need them 5) my family even though sometimes i feel they are overly concerned with me coming home late 6) my collection of toy lambs in my bed...they are just so soft and cuddly this is getting so emo...argh... life. what is life? alive.. what does it means by alive? im still finding out. rest assure, until i finally relent or get an answer, i'll still be here to HAUNT people. =) Labels: fall |
| Monday, January 22, 2007 |
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i think i have lost my touch for writing. i no longer can just go on and on about stuff..about life... maybe it's cos im normally tired like everyday. even if it's holidays, somehow i can manage to tire myself out. i dont know how to take care of myself. that's a fact, so what? i do enjoy tiring myself out in doing stuff other than homework etc. it makes life so much interesting. what is life without fun? what is life without passion? do you live ur life now just solely for the future ahead? what if u reach that future and u realise u have no aim in life. u reached that point, what u wanted to do have been achieved. but i think it's a miracle itself to know what u want to do in life. i dont. i admit it as much. what do i want to go? what do i live for? more questions just stare back. will i ever get an answer? god knows. Labels: mellow |
| Thursday, January 18, 2007 |
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im feeling really insecure and restless...i need to direct my energy somewhere. not mugging please. sigh. |
| Tuesday, January 09, 2007 |
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who said it was easy being a girl.... the mood swings. are horrible. |
| Monday, January 08, 2007 |
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i hate hwa chong teachers. i hate hwa chong adminstration. i hate hwa chong lessons. i hate hwa chong food. i love huang cheng. i love my class. i love my rvhs friends. most importantly, i still hate hwa chong. |
| Monday, January 01, 2007 |
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since i first read death note, i supported raito yagami like forever...i always like those cool evil smart types so it was no surprise that i like raito. i remembered my excitement and relief when raito actually manage to kill off naomi misora...and how i love the part where raito outsmarted L. sheer genius to me... imagine how i was so disappointed after watching the movie. admittedly, tatsuya fujiwara may not be the perfect raito to me......how can they make him die in such a lame way??? how can L actually outsmart raito. i should have walked out when L "died". then perhaps my image of raito will still be preserved....argh. i dont even know why im pissed at this movie. *bish.....i think.... sigh... i still like raito. raito yagami. =) |