| Thursday, March 29, 2007 |
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what do you think about urself? the best or the worst in u. i can name my bad points offhand just like that easily. or else, someitmes, i can be really ego and name all the supposedly good stuff i think that i am. then people would just go, "Bu yao lian". Bu yao lian, hao ma? wo bu zhi dao. how will i be portrayed to people i know? this girl who has totally no image cos she's damn chor lor. shooting her mouth off, sitting in such an unladylike position, very slack and all. see, all the bad points without even thinking. but oh well. i cant go on life forever thinking im this girl. at least people love me. my dad despite me not doing my work and he have to act like this ghost to haunt me off the com. my ma despite me not really helping with the housework, always telling her last minute about me not coming home for dinner. my brother despite me forgetting everything about my sec3 maths and literally shouting and sort of laughing at him when he doesnt know how to do. my aunt despite me always sleeping on her bed and keeping her awake with my awful alarm clock system since i can sleep through my alarms and she cant. the angels despite me sometimes pang sehing them, being a nuisance of myself like the stupid duck thing today and i still love you guys! the rest of the gang like minghao, zhengjie just for being there to keep company and all even if im like super tired and dead that all u can is to cheer me up. 7 hand poker! haha. to my darling rv friends, jiemin, nat, seewah etc, just for being there to hear me talk about my problems esp during a particular period of time and u guys came to support me even though u dont really like chinese drama and all. love and miss you guys. huangcheng ppl, actually like basically all huangcheng ppl, xinyu, yunsong, isaac, qiuju, vincent, sylvia etc for being part of my life and just....enjoying the process. to him. he's having a super inflated ego right now. but at least that makes him confident and that all it matters isnt it? being happy. =) running makes one high. Labels: mellow |