| Saturday, March 24, 2007 |
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often, i look around and it amazes me to find that i have nothing to do. nothing fulfilling to do. we're living in this beautiful place called the earth and we're like supposedly the only living beings in the universe. so why are we not doing something? lagging around. it's an art. the art of lagging around. do u seriously think people can use up their time if they do not lag around? or perhaps it's like a disease. every single person wants to lag around. lag around is good. why not? u recharge. but. are u sure u're recharging or u're just tiring urself out even more? i believe it's the latter. it's always the latter. yet somehow the enjoyment that comes out from just random chatting on the net seems to outweigh the tiredness i felt later. actually i did regret one such incident when i chatted till 1 plus? for the next few days, i had a major exam. i didnt have enough time to study. then i stop. when did i turn into a mugger? i care for my studies. everyone does. but somehow, worrying about ur studying time just doesnt seem right. and there's a contradiction. if u dont have studying time, what about ur studies? heck. life's more important than studies? yes, u're a student, u should care about ur full time job scope, studying. but seriously we're the only living planet, who cares???!!!! yar right. if only everyone thinks that way, the world would be a much happier place. *sighs. actually the world is a happier place for me le. im feeling a lot of joy right now. lala~~~ friends, family, him. im missing all my cute little rv friends and my darling huangcheng people, fellow yellow citizens! wait. (and my angel too! good luck in ns...) cute little, i sound like a paedophile! acutally, maybe i am. i tend to look out for adorable little boys! ah. if only i was a more responsible 17 year old, ill steal them and adopt them. haha. as if. dreams and fantasy are fun in that way... sigh. this entry is beginning to sound bimbotic already. it is bimbotic anyway. cant type anything serious if i dont think about anything serious. but why should i think anyway? the happiness should be continued. afterall, im smiling. that is all it matters, isnt it? the feeling of being contented with what u have. 幸福 so heck. =) Labels: happyness |