| Sunday, April 22, 2007 |
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oh well. that's why u cant listen to people spreading stuff. yep. haha. gah. rain. ice cream. rum and raisin. Labels: bish |
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*breathes in *breathes out *inhale *exhale im breathing! not very smoothly but still respiring from my nose. =) which is a wonder considering breathing through my mouth has been much easier some few days ago. im lucky to be alive. just now. i was talking about how i wanted to be outside during a thunderstorm. being in a car watching the rain drops pelt against the windows. maybe i dont want this scenario anymore. it's best to be indoors. where u watch the rain rage against all that blocks it and u're inside safe and sound. i can cuddle up to ... i can hug my soft toys. ... i can wear my jacket.... or just perhaps drink hot tea and watch the weather does its... magic. awful magic. good magic. it gives and takes. 4 little kids. and guess where? ex west coast rvhs compound. gah. out. in the swirling waters. rain drops falling hard. hurting them in the face. but they wont fill it. cos they are surrounded by it. Labels: fall |
| Monday, April 16, 2007 |
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do i know? perhaps. do i do it? maybe. do i want? yes. do i wish? yes. what do i do then? sigh. i know. one word. Labels: fall |
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歌曲：你给我多少时间 歌手: 莫文蔚 专辑: i 词:周耀辉&李焯雄 曲:马怡静 hey,到底要多少时间 才能真的互相了解 oh~hey,到底要多少思念 才能抓住你的视线 hey,我就在你的身边 却又隔一光年 究竟只差一瞬间或永远 爱是两个人的原野 可我一个人狩猎 什么过眼 在你再消失以前 你给我多少时间 hey,爱就在你的身边 可是你看不见 究竟要走到海角或天边 才是两个人的终点 可我一个人搁浅 什么云烟 我给你一场爱恋 你到底给我多少时间 hey~ 歌曲：爱情 歌手: 莫文蔚 专辑: karen more 词曲:作词:姚谦 (台语)张洪量 作曲:张洪量 编曲:董运昌 (若不是因为爱着你)怎么会夜深还没睡意 每个念头都关於你我想你想你好想你 (若不是因为爱着你)怎会有不安的情绪 每个莫名的日子里我想你想你好想你 爱是折磨人的东西却又舍不得这样放弃 不停揣测你的心里可有我姓名 爱是我唯一的秘密让人心碎却又着迷 无论是用什么言语只会(只会)思念你 (若不是因为爱着你)怎会不经意就叹息 有种不完整的心情爱你爱你(爱着你) Labels: pieces |
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i was walking home just now, on the very same path of the park i walk almost every single school day. i spotted. branches. puddles of rainwater. dried leaves. sand. mud. grass. trees. and drops of rain. drops of... haha. a hit squad. i... rain. at least the skies clear after the rain falls. dont they? white fluffy clouds. twinkling little stars. sounds like a nursery rhyme. nature seems so much warmer than it used to be. i wish. i care. heck. just wait. for... because... Labels: fall |
| Wednesday, April 11, 2007 |
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i know i havent been in the best of moods exactly. perhaps talking to me has somewhat become a conversation of me complaining, whining, thinking and contemplating. i think i have finally found an answer but the thing is whether i want to carry it out. i can do it. i will. because i know i can. can someone surprise me? (other than dear suqping who was sweet!) yeah. i need some extra joy in life. Labels: fall |
| Tuesday, April 10, 2007 |
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These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog! i cant believe im doing this. i seriously cant. here goes. sigh. think, wen en, think! 1. I won a competition when i was a baby for the best smile. =) when my dad went to collect the prize, the person asked him how was his son??!?!!!!!???!!! at least i looked cute even though my gender is mistaken. >.< 2. chemistry is like my favourite subject because of the teachers that teach it. concidentally, the wonderful teachers that taught me were all weird but nice male teachers. chow who had big eyes and mr teo!! 3. i actually did like all the people that are making a fool of themselves right now like britney spears and david beckham. then again, how old was i? i was young and foolish then. time makes u mature. haha. 4. my hair used to be super curly when i was young. somehow, i managed to outgrow the curly hair i have and now have relatively straighter hair. then again, god knows how many people have asked me whether i permed my hair. 5. im like the official tutor for my brother for maths and chem. wonder when is he going to start asking me about physics and all that crap. worse thing is, i dont really recall all my stuff and i cant even understand basic secondary 3 math cos of all the new syllabus whatsoever. 6. i simply adore little boys. have a fetish for them. i even thought of names for three little boys if i ever have them. a pair of older twins and a little brother. >.< okay. need to really get some work done since im not sleeping at the moment. i just got very worked up explaining the concept of percentage purity to my brother. for the blur, it's actual yield over theoretical yield multiply by a 100. 6 people to tag: since my dear natania and seewah who are more avid bloggers themselves have done it, it's time for lala to touch it! 1. Wilson 2. Joanne 3. Minghao 4. Zhengjie 5. Junghiong 6. hmm....my angel is in ns. Labels: random |
| Monday, April 09, 2007 |
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i need some reorganisation, motivation and positive thoughts. have no idea why am i thinking about all these nonsense when i should be focusing on now. perhaps im finally worried. after countless months of not worrying or thinking about other matters at hand, im finally looking at the issue. i shouldnt. i wont. not now until i re sort everything. why am i here now? i should focus. funny how i keep telling myself to focus, i end up focusing on being focus instead of really focusing. crap. i need energy. feeling like a monday but someday ill be saturday night.. Labels: fall |
| Monday, April 02, 2007 |
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歌曲：爱很简单 歌手：陶喆 忘了是怎么开始 也许就是对你有一种感觉 忽然间发现自己已深深爱上你 真的很简单 爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 是是非非 无法决择 没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我喔...... i love you 无法不爱着你 说你也爱我 i love you 永远不愿意 baby失去你 不可能更快乐 只要能在一起 做什么都可以 虽然世界变个不停 用最真诚的心 让爱变得简单 爱得地暗天黑都已无所谓 是是非非 无法决择 没有后悔为爱日夜去跟随 那个疯狂的人是我喔...... i love you 我一直在这里 一直在爱你 i love you 永远都不放弃 这爱你的权利 如果你还有一些困惑 请贴着我的心倾听 听我说着爱你 yes i do i love you it's a classic..and i only recently got reminded of how beautiful the song is. how the melody goes, what the words really meant. haha. ive began to appreciate a lot of things in my life and i have also learnt how to weigh the decisions, admittedly some opportunity costs for others may be higher, i still tend to follow my heart and go with the decision i think it's the best for me. gah. all my entries are so fluffy nowadays. and my pimples are all sprouting out. "ahH!! bimbo!" oh well.. xiao huang cheng. juniors, gah stop asking me to speak for u....have to rack my brains for ur good qualities etc...sigh. i must...translate into chinese. haha. not talking sense. well....people have dumb moments. and im not saying that im having one now. Labels: sigh |