| Sunday, April 22, 2007 |
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*breathes in *breathes out *inhale *exhale im breathing! not very smoothly but still respiring from my nose. =) which is a wonder considering breathing through my mouth has been much easier some few days ago. im lucky to be alive. just now. i was talking about how i wanted to be outside during a thunderstorm. being in a car watching the rain drops pelt against the windows. maybe i dont want this scenario anymore. it's best to be indoors. where u watch the rain rage against all that blocks it and u're inside safe and sound. i can cuddle up to ... i can hug my soft toys. ... i can wear my jacket.... or just perhaps drink hot tea and watch the weather does its... magic. awful magic. good magic. it gives and takes. 4 little kids. and guess where? ex west coast rvhs compound. gah. out. in the swirling waters. rain drops falling hard. hurting them in the face. but they wont fill it. cos they are surrounded by it. Labels: fall |